“Feel the fear and do it anyway”
I hate corporate jobs, the only upside the stability of a pay-check but even then, was it ever worth it?
Mourning Chaos
I mourn the chaos of a soul breaking. I mourn the drama of a high functioning alcohol-infused depression.
Writing about Writing
I am terrified of writing and of having to face my own mediocrity.
In Search for Answers
I live in fear of having these core beliefs reaffirmed, of being found out as the horrible person that I feel inside. Under-qualified and overpaid, selfish and un-creative.
It’s a self-esteem issue. Again.
I have once again fallen back in my unhealthy wish to appease, to please and to make sure that I’m making the best decision according to other people.
The Daydream
Wow my standards are dragging on the ground, huh? Being impressed by the fact that a man listens to me. Sad life we’re living here.
Rainy day psychobabble
What have I been doing with my life and where am I heading?
Issues, issues, issues
In anticipation of moving back to Europe, my mind has been acting like a child, imagining a variety of scenarios, both pleasant and not so much.
How a Japanese “black company” broke me in 4 months
You have heard the rumors and the stories about the toxic work culture in Japan, but how much of that is actually true?
2 months sober
2 months feeling like an open wound. 2 months sober.
