In Search for Answers
I live in fear of having these core beliefs reaffirmed, of being found out as the horrible person that I feel inside. Under-qualified and overpaid, selfish and un-creative.
It’s a self-esteem issue. Again.
I have once again fallen back in my unhealthy wish to appease, to please and to make sure that I’m making the best decision according to other people.
The Relationship Ship
I am moody as fuck and I do feel bad about it, but at the same time, would you rather have your plans canceled or have to bear through hours of my cringy distanced talk about nothing of substance.
