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“Feel the fear and do it anyway”

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In Search for Answers

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Issues, issues, issues

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  • Diary

    The Relationship Ship

    I am moody as fuck and I do feel bad about it, but at the same time, would you rather have your plans canceled or have to bear through hours of my cringy distanced talk about nothing of substance.

    2020/05/10
  • Creative Writing,  Journal

    Rainy day psychobabble

    What have I been doing with my life and where am I heading?

    2020/02/04
  • Journal

    Issues, issues, issues

    In anticipation of moving back to Europe, my mind has been acting like a child, imagining a variety of scenarios, both pleasant and not so much.

    2020/01/23
  • Diary

    Forcing a hobby

    My fight with “the 3 Ps ”: perfectionism, procrastination and productivity

    2020/01/14
  • Shit Poetry

    Circles

    I sit my sorry-ass down, forever a pretender.

    2020/01/09
  • Shit Poetry

    Idyllic prayer

    String vibrations fill the air, I question this sensation, desperation; a flirtatious glance? and yet you’re unaware

    2020/01/06
  • Journal

    How a Japanese “black company” broke me in 4 months

    You have heard the rumors and the stories about the toxic work culture in Japan, but how much of that is actually true?

    2019/11/13
  • Journal

    2 months sober

    2 months feeling like an open wound. 2 months sober.

    2019/11/12
  • Diary

    2019/11/8 (Fri) 09:40

    I feel like there haven’t been actual people that insulted my art, it was more of an overall sense of rejection.

    2019/11/08
  • Diary

    2019/11/5 (Tue) 09:23

    Why am I always scrambling around the ground, barely getting better and then once again hitting the ground?

    2019/11/05
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